The First ArtWork for 2009

25 01 2009

I start this post under a slight feeling of sadness and dissapoinment because, as you have probably noticed already… www.atb-music.eu is offline for almost a week. If you wonder why, well it’s because i’m having big problems with the hosting server and i just can’t leave it online from security reasons. It’s ironical… how i always loose the things that matters or i love a lot. And no, i’m not a superhuman, i do feel tired, i do feel hurt (quite a lot sometimes), i do feel hunger and thirst, i do cry and laugh, and i do feel up and down, even if besides all this, all that i let out to the world is just a smile. It is not a fake smile or something that i do because i don’t have nothing better to do. Usually i find something to smile at every day, from the simplest and the stupidest things, to the most important accomplishments. I always put “milestones” in my life so i always have something to look forward to. Career is something that in all the situations helped me get over things and always keept me going forward. Even when inside of me i was bleeding and dieing i’ve gathered all the forces i had left and put them in my designs. The second best friend i have is music, but that’s not something that you don’t know already… :P

Now… since i’m about to loose something that represents and represented a thing around which my life revolved i’m feeling a little bit confused and lost…

So well i’m asking for your help. If you know any good hosting, very secure (doesn’t get hacked, cracked or phished) and with 2GB+ space, please let me know. Thanks in advance! :)

Now, skipping to less “maaan, it’s deep!” things, i’m presenting my latest artwork (the first one for 2009, yey :D ), “Welcome in My World”. It’s made to complete the emotions behind “Welcome in My World” tune, which i presented in an earlier post. The song has now a “club version”, and it is available for listening on my music profile on MySpace.

Welcome In My World

Welcome In My World

En-Joy ;-)





My First Video

15 11 2008

This is the first video i ever made (it’s called “Welcome in My World”), so i know that it’s not so brilliant and i still had so many ideas for it that i wasn’t able to create YET… But, what i’m trying to illustrate with this video is that in our search for that “something” that free us or “somewhere” where we can be ourselves, things might get a little bit hectic or out of control, but it depends on us to control them and find this inner world where peace is restored and we feel happy.

The music is also produced by me and the vocals are mine. I got the idea for this tune during the incredible Full on Ferry Masquerade in Rotterdam. This party represented a huge influence for my creativity flow and i can only hope there will be more moments like this to come. :)

Well… i hope you enjoy “Welcome in My World”… :)

more about “My First Video“, posted with vodpod